November 26, 2009

i've been busy..what's with Black in hospital and all..haiz..i dont know ar..yelah..who the heck sey am i to him anymore..haiz..haiz..at times i wonder sey..why the hell am i still there..??



~lalalalalalala....



btw, he's doing fine..the operation was a successful one..now he's recovering..i dont think i will be able to visit him anymore..ibu has been asking..hmmm..i wanted to cry but i really tried sey not to cry infront of him..be strong..!!radd IS strong..but inside, ~lalalalalala...


hubby is soooo cute ar..and (duh!) smelly..hehehe..but he's still cute ar..haha..



btw, Ramos wanted me to blog about this.....


yesterday, we went to west coast..then ramos saw this pakcik wear G-string..OMG..really sey..such a turn off..lucky never wear red colour!!then we saw this drink with a cool name..the name of the drink is .......






wait for it
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ok ar..im soo tired..i never farm and cook for 1 day tau..all for black nye pasal..but im not complaining..





tanpa cintamu ku mati

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12:02 AM

November 24, 2009

i'll go for leg and arm extension ok..??





i miss you..i miss your smile

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12:55 AM

November 22, 2009


lets pray for the safety of my dearest..please get well soon..you have no idea how worried i am right now..
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11:33 AM

November 21, 2009

ok..i dream of hubby and DRUG yesterday..i mean why the heck i keep dreaming of him..??!haiz..please help me..aaarrggh...!!!!


~i love you..but i gotta stay true
my morals got me on my knees
im begging please
stop playing games~


by the way..MCG production is awesome but i find the story not that clear..its like about afew lives somehow related with the other stories..and they trying to show what our community behave and all..




i sweet..u sweat..!! ;)

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1:01 AM

November 20, 2009

TIRED..but still want to post..


1) on wed, we had our lunch time performance..it was a BLAST....and the srowd DAMN loving it!!!eventhough some got mistakes..hehe..but still it was AMAZING..will post the vid when i get it..


2) wed training was an eye opener..(i hope)..i was soo angry and fed up til i scolded them til i was sooo shaky..that's how angry i was..my anger management 'Guru' help me..haha..lucky me... whoooooosssh...!!!


3) guys, if you're reading, im really sorry for blasting at you..i dont know what got into me..but the mistakes that you made was sooo un acceptable for me..kicking below..that was sooo idoitic ar..ok..i should stop now..haha..im suppose to apologise!!! im really am sorry..and i truly care and dont want you guys to fail and be ashame later on..so please, not happy with what i say/ scold, come forward k..??


4) met kambing and lexy just now..it was fun having them.. *hugs* i really miss you guys and hanging around school..so whenever you got leave, do inform k..??


5) seni training was ... i dont know.. NEXT


6) cant wait for tomorrow..got MCG production..and its soo call rest day for me..so gonna enjoy myself tomorrow..!!


7)since tomorrow MCG, i cant go Simei..sorry sayang..maybe i go playground meet you k..?if not saturday..and saturday night i got bela diri test..hopefully i pass..and remember all..


8) i dream of Kra and Drug yesterday..i was soo tired sey..i wonder what it mean..been dreaming of Drug for past few days..Kra was 'merajok' with me in the dreams..coz i did something then i vandalise his doorsteps saying im sorry..haha..funny thing was, he and Nadh was like somehow related.. (huh??) then i waited for him, but he sarcastic then i wanted to leave but by then he pujuk me..and come along Drug..after that, i cant remember..hmmm..


9) ok..i have never post in no. before..im soooo tired..need massage..anyone..??Shit!!i just remember i owe kambing massage..haiyamak!!!




worn out

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12:18 AM


THE ONE

RADDY is the name
getting older on 24Feb
petite YET strong
dont judge me if you
dont know me

WISHLIST

~get new HP
~new MP3
~adidas hoodies
~new shoes
~a wonderful BF
~caramel frap with EXTRA caramel drizzle!!

HATE


~backstabbers
~hypocrits
~i HATE liars too
~just dont make me hate you & you're SAFE

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~my 2 babies
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~friends

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